Getting Started...

I'm not one to write what I'm feeling or let many people in but I figured this was a good way to change that and allow people close to me. Also to allow myself some space to get things off my chest since right now communication with Jack is down.
Lately things have been a little crazy and not real certain but I'm getting through it one day at a time. Living at home is getting harder and harder. The stress level just keeps increasing and I question my sanity every morning. I may not be doing the best but Abbie has been doing great since her ear surgery and acting like a completely different kid! She's always smiling and happy and talking so much more clearly. It's an amazing feeling to know that I made the right choice to get her tubes and not feel guilty for making her go through surgery at such a young age.
Jack and I have been doing great just trying to make it through our 3rd deployment... It's been rough the last 10 days without communication but I understand he has a job to do and I just have to keep on waiting... Not that I enjoy that, but it's what I have to do.
Other than that not a whole lot to say right now... tomorrow starts my real blogging.
Hope everyone has a great night :)

Taking things one day at a time...